Well, hook ups can be scary. I know in the past I have been the very worst person to try to have one of these. But lately I have been changing a lot. I have been enjoying some casual relations with an old friend (who I also could love soemday) and that is really the problem. I thought it was better, but as a friend, it is very hard to not try to get him to come over more often. Since I am at a campus with lots of gorgeous men in the negineering field I figure that it is a good time to try out hooking up casually. I think it was a mistake to try to find a relationship, and that I want to feel happier. I am just being open to things, I am not just going out to find a casual hook up. But say if I meet someone who is very handsome and we go somewhere... and we hook up.. well I won't feel bad if we stop contact or if we never get to hook up afterwards. In fact, I am preferring that scenario. So, no sex, but we will see what it comes to I'll let you know. Peace for now.
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